Friday, July 17, 2015
Growing up wasn’t easy in my household. My mother took charge and became the father and mother role when I was five years old, due to my father’s incarceration 25 to life bid. Being a single mother with three children, the struggle was hard. When I was twelve years of age, my mother had her fourth child with my stepdad. As I got older I began to act out. I did what I wanted and blamed my mother for everything. Due to my mom handling financial matter’s she managed everything on her own but, I still held her responsible for what we didn’t have. I held anger inside and projected it out on my mom and blamed her for all the wrong and financial problems we were facing at that time in life. I partied had fun and didn’t care about responsibility. In 2002 I became pregnant with my first child. You can say God slowed me down by giving me a beautiful baby boy and I named him Jaden. He made me stop and think about consequences. As Jaden got older I started going out again and it seemed like old habits became new. My Saved cousin Maggie introduced me to her church in 2009. After attending every other Sunday, I stopped going altogether. I continued to live life the way I thought was right. In 2013, Maggie told me about a new church she was had been attending. After visiting her new church I enjoyed it so much I started going on a weekly basis. After attending for a year, I heard the church was having a baptism session and I wanted to make the commitment to give my life over to Jesus Christ. On September 2013 my son, and I were baptized. The feeling was overwhelming but my heart was extremely happy. Just knowing the others that were baptized with my son and I on that day, would be souls in God’s kingdom was truly was memorable. Giving my life over to Jesus Christ meant my old self was dead and the new me lived for Christ. Before being Baptized, I was saved. Romans 10:9-10 “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth The Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved. 10 “For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.” After my baptism, I backslide. In my heart I knew I was doing things that were wrong but I chose to do my will and forgot God’s will. God’s first shaken in my life was when I suffered a miscarriage at 5 months. This broke my heart to pieces. Gia Hope Owens was born on October 30, 2014 at 7:20pm; she died also the same day. That day a piece of me was lost. My heart knew God had his reasons and was in control of what happen, but I just couldn’t comprehend reality. I went back to work two weeks later and continued life on the same path (my own). I covered up my hurt by doing things to block my pain (drink etc.). God shook me a second time on May 2015. This would be an awakening that I could never deny let alone continue in my own ways. He exposed to me the true WORLD! Why satan continues to use WORLDY distractions to keep us away From Our Father and the true purpose of life. satan has groomed our minds by controlling what we see (television), what we hear (Music) and what we wear (fashion, celebs, musicians etc). We as people have truly become lovers of self and of the world. We’ve forgotten our heavenly father and for that, he will not tolerate the nonsense anymore. Revelations is unraveling right before the eyes of our last generation. There is no stopping The Word from happening. As God said, “it must come to pass” so our Lord can come back to declare what is his. WAKE UP FAMILY!!!! For those who know me, I’M NOT CRAZY or LOSING MY MIND. This is just a little outline of my testimony but, I have sooo much more to say. All those who know me and for those who don’t, I’m a very cool person, friendly, helpful and have compassion for everyone. God put this scripture in my heart, 1 Corinthians 9:22 “To the weak became I as weak, that I might gain the weak: I am made all things to all men, that I might by all means save someone”. I’VE NOT LOST MY MIND!!! I know what I know because it has been revealed to me through the Father (God). THE TIME IS NOW TO BE SAVED!!!! PLEASE LISTEN TO THESE WORDS!!!! IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS LIKE, WHAT IT IS TO BE SAVED, PLEASE ASK!!!!!! I TEND TO BE QUIET AND RESERVED BUT NOW IT’S GETTING CLOSER TO THE END OF THE WORD (BIBLE). CAN’T YOU ALL SEE WHATS GOING ON IN THE WORLD??!!
I LEAVE YOU ALL WITH THIS:
Matthew 24 King James Version (KJV)
24 And Jesus went out, and departed from the temple: and his disciples came to him for to shew him the buildings of the temple.
2 And Jesus said unto them, See ye not all these things? verily I say unto you, There shall not be left here one stone upon another, that shall not be thrown down.
3 And as he sat upon the mount of Olives, the disciples came unto him privately, saying, Tell us, when shall these things be? and what shall be the sign of thy coming, and of the end of the world?
4 And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.
5 For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.
6 And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.
7 For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.
8 All these are the beginning of sorrows.
9 Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name's sake.
10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.
11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.
12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.
13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.
14 And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.
15 When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)
16 Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains:
17 Let him which is on the housetop not come down to take any thing out of his house:
18 Neither let him which is in the field return back to take his clothes.
19 And woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck in those days!
20 But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day:
21 For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.
22 And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.
23 Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not.
24 For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.
25 Behold, I have told you before.
26 Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.
27 For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.
28 For wheresoever the carcase is, there will the eagles be gathered together.
29 Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken:
30 And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.
31 And he shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.
32 Now learn a parable of the fig tree; When his branch is yet tender, and putteth forth leaves, ye know that summer is nigh:
33 So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors.
34 Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled.
35 Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away.
36 But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.
37 But as the days of Noah were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.
38 For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark,
39 And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.
40 Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left.
41 Two women shall be grinding at the mill; the one shall be taken, and the other left.
42 Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your Lord doth come.
43 But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up.
44 Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh.
45 Who then is a faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath made ruler over his household, to give them meat in due season?
46 Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.
47 Verily I say unto you, That he shall make him ruler over all his goods.
48 But and if that evil servant shall say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming;
49 And shall begin to smite his fellowservants, and to eat and drink with the drunken;
50 The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of,
51 And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
12 And, behold, I come quickly; and my reward is with me, to give every man according as his work shall be.
13 I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end, the first and the last.
14 Blessed are they that do his commandments, that they may have right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates into the city.
15 For without are dogs, and sorcerers, and whoremongers, and murderers, and idolaters, and whosoever loveth and maketh a lie.
16 I Jesus have sent mine angel to testify unto you these things in the churches. I am the root and the offspring of David, and the bright and morning star.
17 And the Spirit and the bride say, Come. And let him that heareth say, Come. And let him that is athirst come. And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.
18 For I testify unto every man that heareth the words of the prophecy of this book, If any man shall add unto these things, God shall add unto him the plagues that are written in this book:
19 And if any man shall take away from the words of the book of this prophecy, God shall take away his part out of the book of life, and out of the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book.
20 He which testifieth these things saith, Surely I come quickly. Amen. Even so, come, Lord Jesus.
21 The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. Amen.
I THANK GOD FOR MY SON , HUSBAND, MY SWEET MOTHER, SIBLINGS AND OVERALL, ALL FAMILY AND THESE TWO SENORITAS WHO BROUGHT ME TO CHRIST MAGGIE, SABRINA )!!!